It’s weird, but I tend to use my reading habits as a barometer of the state of me. Everything going great? I am reading no more than two books.
Stressed out of my gourd? Insomnia? I go through kindle unlimited books like potato chips–devouring entire series in a matter of days (Lots of time to read if you cut out sleep, I’m just saying.)
ADHD out of whack? Add another book to the pile. The breakfast book stays at the table. The lunch book stays on the e-reader. I add one book that was too tempting not to start, but then gets carted from room to room, temporarily lost over and over again.
No books? Send me to the doctor. Or more practically and a bit cheaper, send me to the bookstore. I’ll reset. It’ll be fine.
Writing up a storm and using my creative brain non-stop? I’ll be rereading all my favorite comfort reads. Ilona Andrews, Martha Wells, Agatha Christie. If I’m utterly wiped out? Dick Francis or Diana Wynne Jones.
If my life is chaos? Well, I can tell by so many obvious things, but the one that usually makes me sit up and say, okay, time to get things back under control is the number of books I am currently reading. I tend to read two books at a time. One is the breakfast table book; one is the lunchtime e-reader book.
Right now? I am reading a breakfast book (Cascade Failure, LM Sagas, very enjoyable); a lunchtime libby book (A Study in Drowning, Ava Reid; fraught but good); a dinnertime book (same table, different book, The Book That Wouldn’t Burn, Mark Lawrence–great characters so far); a bedtime book (How to Become the Dark Lord and Die Trying, Django Wexler–more violent than I was expecting somehow); an ‘oops, I left the bedtime book in another room so I’d better start a different book rather than walk down the stairs‘ book–(if you have an entourage of pets, you know why – Cinderwich, Cherie Priest, enjoyable if spare); the ‘I keep waking up in the middle of the night and the kindle is in bed with me*’ book (Hell for Hire, Rachel Aaron, popcorn book!), or the ‘ugh, I woke up in the middle of the night and the kindle is out of battery so I will use my phone kindle app‘ book (An Inheritance of Ashes, Leah Bobet; good but fraught), plus the two books that I have (kind of) forgotten that I am reading (Hide, Tracy Clark and The Monstrous Misses Mai, Van Hoang).
This is TOO MANY BOOKS. Plus I have two more library books eyeing me distrustfully. They want my full attention and don’t they understand that I just want to pick them up and love their first chapters or two? (Ghost Station, SA Barnes and How to Solve Your Own Murder, Kristen Perrin)…. I fully expect to start them before the end of the day in the name of ‘trying to figure out which one I should read next..’.
Anyway, this means that my solution to a life in CHAOS weirdly starts with… finishing a book. Sure, I’ll get the bills paid at some point, the laundry done before Monday, the house cleaning caught up on, the dogs groomed, etc., but for sheer sense of accomplishment? Getting the currently reading books down to two is the goal.
It gets to the point where I find myself wishing that I had picked worse, less enjoyable books, because then I could just declare them DNF (which totally counts as finishing a book somehow).
It’s okay. That’s what weekends are for, right? To catch up on reading short stories!!! (I know, I’m cuckoo for cocoa puffs, but I am so easily led into reading things and Alex Brown from Reactormag just listed their must read May stories)
That said, here are three book recommendations that I did finish this past week.
Alice Bell’s Grave Expectations. Fun, cozy sort of murder mystery with a ghost and an amateur detective whose life makes mine look neat, tidy, and organized. Claire and her ghostly best friend Sophie are hired to do a seance for an upper class family that is full of delightfully awful people. They uncover a past murder. Claire is kind of a disaster area as a person and I appreciate chaos in a protagonist. I really hope this is the start of a series. The characters are all engaging, and I’d like to hear more about them.
Killing Me by Michelle Gagnon. I picked this book up because well, kind of a long story. A few years ago, I was taking French and decided I would enjoy French lessons more if I could reward myself by reading in French and I found a novel that sounded really good and I thought this was the same author. It is not. I can’t recall the title (or apparently the author of the book I did want to read which is a pity because it still sounds intriguing in my memory) but this book sounded interesting in its own right.
If Grave Expectations is a cozy, Killing Me is a strange in-between step between a cozy and a genuine thriller. The tone is not always quite successful, and there are a few moments that misfired, but overall, I really enjoyed this. Even with chaos brain, I sat down and read this pretty much straight through. It’s about Amber (not her real name) young woman who is nearly killed by a serial killer, then rescued (accidentally) by a woman who is looking for a specific serial killer and is rather put out that she has stumbled on the wrong one. Since Amber has a past of her own to hide, she dodges the police and ends up in Vegas where she reunites with the hunter and a motley cast. The heroine is full of snark, which mostly works. It’s very readable.
The Brides of High Hill – Nghi Vo. I’ve read some of her other novellas in this series, but this is definitely one of my favorites. It’s a Bluebeard tale that gets upended in a sudden, yet delightfully vicious way. I loved it so much! Nghi Vo has become one of my favorite writers for interesting and beautifully written stories. I adored her clever take on The Great Gatsby: The Chosen and the Beautiful, and I also really loved Siren Queen.
*Yes, the kindle lives in the bed, why, where is it supposed to live? Somewhere out of reach?? Don’t be silly.